No, not down. I'm absolutely happy with what I was able to do. It was just a little rough to go out the way I did, but it's happened to all of us.
Here's what happened when I went out on 25:
I was BR3 of 4 and last to bet. BR4 on the button secret bets. BR1 bets in the open and makes a relatively small bet. This seems straight forward enough for me being hand 25 that this is the perfect spot to make my move and be setup for the last few hands. I have no idea what BR4 bet and BR1 leaves the door somewhat open, so I bet enough to give me the high on BR1. I'd even recalculated the button for two outcomes that would both give me position on 30 and make the person on the button be someone without a secret bet. If I win my hand, I'm in a damn good spot.
My hand is the only one that really matters for this story, so here it is:
I pull a 9 versus a dealer 4. No need to double since I have the high on BR1 and the possibility exists that BR4 went big secret, so I didn't want to give up a potential low. I hit and pull an ace for a soft 20. I, of course, wave off and start counting my $40,000.
Dealer flips a face card for a hard 14. At this point, pretty much any result works for me except, as you've probably guessed, the dealer drawing to 21. Even a 6 and a push does me solid. But it was the effing 7. Of course. I believe that's about 11%...feel free to correct me if that's wrong. Anyways, instead of being BR1 with 5 to go and position, I was off to the cage to cash in what I got for fourth.
Anyways, I appreciate all your congratulations. It was a really long tourney, six rounds over two days. I need a nap.